Anonymous asked:

why dont you just tell him?

henrybuildsstuff answered:

By the way thank you for talking to me…….

Mainly because he has been the best thing that has ever happened to my life and I can’t afford to lose him. I think he wold be weirded-out. I don’t think he would feel the same way, so I act like nothing is wrong all of the time. I have put my friendship over my desire for a relationship with something more… it hurts like hell and I think about him a lot, but I’d rather hurt all of the time than end a friendship.

btw, can you message me who you are? PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE?

Anonymous asked:

why dont you just tell him?

By the way thank you for talking to me…….

Mainly because he has been the best thing that has ever happened to my life and I can’t afford to lose him. I think he wold be weirded-out. I don’t think he would feel the same way, so I act like nothing is wrong all of the time. I have put my friendship over my desire for a relationship with something more… it hurts like hell and I think about him a lot, but I’d rather hurt all of the time than end a friendship.

Anonymous asked:

do you have any crushes right now? if so, why do you like them?

Yes I do. Because the person I am referring to may see this, I will use “he” in place of a gender-neutral pronoun because “Why, Do You Need, To Know?????” <——— Incredibles reference. I have liked the same person for about a year and a half now, but it turned into more than “liking” long ago. A raging inferno may better suit my situation. I love how sincere “he” is, how kind “he” is, “his” sense of music, “his” unsettling ability to see through me, the conversations we have, the comfortable silence that settles whenever we are done talking, “his” general “fuck you” attitude towards the opinions others have of “him”, and “his” laugh. 

Anonymous asked:

are you gay? (plz say yes)

Ummmm…. this question kind of scares me. I guess I just find all kinds of people attractive [he replies in a nervous tone]. I could could dissect this question in random, seemingly unrelated ideas/ definitions that would fill up an entire blog, but I’ll leave you with the short answer. 

Can you tell I’m awkward?

omgdean:

do you ever just start thinking about your best friend and how great they are and how, even if they can’t see it, you somehow know without a doubt that they’re one of the most incredible people you’ve ever met and it’s just like, they’re funny and cute and kind and beautiful and just so freaking important that you can’t even believe that you’re lucky enough to be friends with them??? i mean wo w

big-mrs-steak asked:

Hey there :D Once you get this you must share five random facts about yourself. Then pass this on to your ten favorite followers (◡‿◡✿)

YAY! oh, and fuck da rulez, I’m sharing six facts.

1. I am from Louisiana! (the fattest and poorest, yet happiest state)

2. About half of the people I consider myself friends with aren’t straight (….I wonder why?)

3. I am probably the most self-conscious person I’ve ever met. 

4. I am terribly awkward in a way that frightens me and everyone around me. 

5. I want to be an architect more than any thing else in the world. I have since I as probably nine or ten years old.  

6. I’ve been in love (like truly in love) with one of my best friends for a year and a half and haven’t acted on my feelings at all. I’ve helped this person through relationship troubles (which hurts like hell) and tried to not show how I really feel……. sad, right? I guess I don’t want to feel rejected and ruin an amazing friendship that has truly changed my life more than I am willing to admit. (also reference facts 2 and 4 for other reasons)

snowgloubes:

i can’t even begin to explain how annoying it is when everyone is obsessed with your best friend but acts as if you don’t really exist

People aren’t obsessed with him, but everyone likes him a lot. It’s so frustrating, because I get people walking up to me in my grade saying, “Oh, I didn’t know you were his friend”, and just say ya and UUUUGGGGGHHHHHH. Just leave me alone; if the only thing you are going to talk to me about is the friendship my best friend and I share, please don’t even bother. 

Hey guys…..

I know I’ve been a terrible blogger lately and haven’t updated in a while too long. I feel bad, so I want to share with y’all a blog I have been working on for about a week now. It is a design blog, focusing mainly on architecture (interior, exterior and landscape). I’ve worked really hard on designing it, so if you would, please take a look at it. Thanks.

http://architecture-and-resistance.tumblr.com/